Poly life wasn't all great for me, the first 2 years were basically crap. Okay I did have my share of happiness but I guess it didn't last very long LOL. All the drama and nonsense that people can come up with, too much of it I swear, and what makes it worse? Not having really really close friends and having to change classes every damn semester :')
I mean, Poly life hasn't been all good from the start, I was basically left with N O T H I N G as I entered Year 3. Well, maybe just Sabrina who's been the only one I've been talking 24/7 to and with. Like I'm so thankful for her existence?! I don't even know how we started talking but I'm so glad we did and still are. But sadly we could no longer be going to the same class and what not. BUT HEY, WE ARE STILL GOING STRONG HAHAHA. But damn it though, internship for 6 months.. D: So yes, I wasn't quite looking forward to year 3, meeting new people, working with new people and all that drama that I'll have to go through every semester, like damn it, I knew no one I was going to be classmates with. LOL. I basically expected nothing from year 3, just another semester attending tutorials and only meeting/ talking to your group mates there and then, and its goodbye.
BUT BUT BUT, the reality was... Yeah I had to form groups with people I've never worked with before and there were actually some dilemmas as to working with SOME people because of rumours and all that shit, but its not like I really cared about it???? But when I realised I had to work on an external project with people I've never worked with, as well as a known "asshole", I legit told myself, FML WIN LIAO LO, ANOTHER SEM OF SHIT. BUT I SWEAR, I WAS PROVED SO DAMN WRONG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Year 3 has been so much more than just fun, it has been a fulfilling, crazy, busy and I don't even know how to describe it but, IT. HAS. BEEN. GREAT. REALLY. AWESOME. Even though we were loaded with lots and lots of reports in this semester, I must say I would not have enjoyed myself without the bunch I least expected to enjoy myself with, that have been making me look forward to going to school everyday. Everything changed when things started falling into place this sem??? LIKE OMG, ON POINT, MUCH LOVE, OVERLY-ATTACHED.
Being assigned the First Step! Bazaar was by far the most enjoyable thing ever. And because of how we had so much to do, we practically met almost everyday to complete task, and also to chill and just spending time together. No idea why we chose to do it, but I'm definitely glad we did! The fact that we were mostly strangers, to how close and comfortable we have become, being so open and honest with one another as though we have known each other for years, it is something that is really really really hard to come by. We had so much fun just through the process of the planning for the bazaar, and of course how pleased we were when our hard work paid off :') There's so much to say but I really don't know how to explain. I'm just so so so damn thankful for this whole bazaar shit mainly cause of the friendships we forged and how I felt so comfortable and happy among these people. I wouldn't ask for a better group, I swear.
Today marks the official end of the whole bazaar project with the final presentation done, and I swear it's kinda sad. Like I enjoyed myself so much, I wish this would last forever T_T I wish we could just continue being group mates for the final semester but meh, specialisations... I don't know, its not like we are no longer gonna be meeting each other/ being friends but I guess I'll just miss all that has been done and enjoyed during the course of the project and I wouldn't wanna have another group D: HAHAHA, I sound so biased but whatever la, I really love this group so much :'( and have I not mentioned how I found GOLD through the GOLD RUSH. I really couldn't and wouldn't ask for more T_T
Thank you for being the most annoying piece of shit, for being the burden I thought I wouldn't have to deal with HAHAHA I don't know how we came this far, probably course I didn't have much choice but to contact and work with you but HAHA NO REGRETS, thank you for watching out for me, for encouraging me to speak out and to be comfortable with myself. Really am so damn thankful for this bunch, along with Sab. :')
// drea
